Pajaro Dunes, October 2003

Thank you Sister for capturing this moment in time.



Somehow I landed in very early sections of iPhoto today and tonight. I really can't explain the feelings photos like these conjure in my heart and soul.

Like, I thought it was hard back then? I can't remember what exactly is so hard about babies. So you're tired. What else is new?

They don't argue with you, or try to put crazy rules on you (don't count to three before you take off my band-aid mama, just don't), or make you explain every frickin' driving decision you, the adult driver in the car, decide to make.

Like, ohmygod-iseriouslycan'tbelieve-iamnevergoingtobepregnantagain-
nurseagain-haveapreciouslittletinybaby-thatsmellssogood-youwantdodie-again.

I'm going to bed.
Harumph!