My heart knows that the kind of success that is not a challenge for me to think and write about is life success. It is only when I measure myself against the standard, traditional life path that I come up wildly short. I didn’t go through college in four years, I didn’t choose a degree that led to a career where I worked my way up the ladder, I didn’t get married, buy a house, have two kids, in that order and build a nest egg all along the way.
No, instead I took 10 years to get through college. I married the wrong person the first time. I bought a starter house and went back to renting instead of upgrading. I am building a business around a passion and a gift and it has nothing to do with my degree. So maybe I don’t have all that career and money success stuff figured out yet, but guess what? I have some important life success stuff figured out already.
I know that my second marriage is based on love, friendship, respect, admiration, honesty and awesome communication and it has 13 years behind it as a foundation for the future decades.
I know that my son is growing up in a stable home with two loving parents, who make mistakes and admit them, try new things and get help when it is needed.
I know that the incredible, wise and utterly beautiful circle of family and friends that surround me offline and online are a clear reflection of incredible, wise and utterly beautiful ME.
I know that when I listen to my heart and trust it, I am not only on the right path. I am on the only path that matters.
I know that I’m on the right path when one of my lovely customers said, “Your stuff is stunning. Seriously. What you are giving to the world is beautiful and thought provoking. That’s what you need to focus on and remember. I spend 10 hours a day in a grey cubicle doing meaningless work. But it pays the bills, right? You are infusing the world with glorious and uplifting images.”
I know that when I choose self-care over housework that I have made a good choice that day.
I know that when I open the door and invite people into my wabi sabi home for good company or a simple meal that I have made a better choice that day.
I know that when I keep my patience and encourage my child, or any child, that I have made the best choice that day.
I know that when I tell my son that anger is powerful and scary but love is more powerful and infinitely stronger that I am giving him a gift that I did not receive as a child.
I know that every day, no matter how little sleep I have gotten or what is ahead of me, that I wake up and open my eyes with an internal sense of hope and optimism that my wonky life path has never managed to squash.
I know to look for light and beauty everywhere I go because I have seen plenty of darkness and ugliness.
I know that when a life ends, metrics and money are meaningless.
I know that on the Giant Life Test, I have earned my A+ and that is how I define success!
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