Trudi, Trudi, Trudi,

I am not sure how you will ever read this but I hope you will. I am distraught hearing bad news about you. I can't take it. It's so unfair. I want you to get better and I want you to get better NOW. I feel like a 2 y.o. and I want to have a huge tantrum.

This is so out of control. I cannot believe you are going through this. I simply can't handle it. What is going on in this world that YOU of all people are getting hit so viciously by the beast? You are one of the most generous, positive, optimistic, beautiful people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.

If we weren't on complete opposite sides of this country, I would be there planting your Candy Mountain flowers for you.